Like it was before

September 24, 2010

Dear Jesus, I know we can’t go back to the way things were before, but I would really like to try. I would gladly give back all that I have for just five more minutes. I know we can never go back but will I ever be able to watch a police show on tv again? Will I ever be able to see a cop walk down the street and feel pride instead of pain ever again? I don’t expect to ever understand it all but someday can I see a marine or a motorcycle without tearing up? God, somedays are better than others and somedays I see a camaro driving down the road and I wonder if you heard my cry and turned back time. I know that you are God and hold all things but for now can you hold me and tell me you love me. Amen.

Waiting at the Brook Cherith,
- B.T.

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